Swizz Beatz, Alicia Keys, Swizz Beatz is what Mashonda ex wife of Swizz Beats has been talking to VIBE Magazine. I guess what else is Mashonda going to talk about to the media, she is "Sleeping With A Broken Heart". Mashonda and Swizz Beatz divorce was not official until May of this year. Alicia Keys and Swizz Beatz are engaged, expecting their first child and has been together for almost two years.
VIBE Magazine asked Mashonda a few ?s on how she felt about attending the wedding and how she felt while going through the divorce. I know we have heard all of this about a million times. She tells VIBE that she will not be attending the ceremony. I guess that means she does not wish them well.
“No. Not out of malice, but because weddings are sacred. It's just not my place. The only reason I went to his birthday party was because he invited me and I did that for myself. I needed to see them together for it to transfer. And I was like ‘Wow, this is real.' We were still totally married…We had a divorce that was nowhere near final, but I just needed to see them in action for it to be real to me, and it was definitely real.
"You have all these different types of steps that you have to set up for yourself until you get to that place where you are free. And I will tell you, after I got divorced maybe three weeks later I woke up and felt a weight removed. It was the first time I'd ever felt mentally free. And I sent him an email wishing him all the best in the world.”
“I don't make it an effort to listen. I don't make it an effort not to listen. I still like her songs. She's head over heels in love and I get it. Every woman deserves to feel that, not at the expense of another woman though. But I understand why some of the decisions were made on her part, because her heart was so in it.
I can't fight that [and] I can't fight her because she's a household name. People are always going to love her for her music, as they should. She makes great music, but no one is really ever going to understand what happened in this house.”
“Bottom line, the rule is, if you're messing with somebody, you don't know they're married, and you found out they're married if you come into any contact with that wife, leave it alone… respect the woman, respect the wife. Like I said before, it was an ego thing for me. I'm being f*cking disrespected, nobody respects me, this is my husband, this is my family, this girl thinks she can just do anything she thinks she wants to. And that's what I dealt with for a while, until I gave up.”
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